It’s okay to not know what’s next
When I first started as an ISEEDer, I did not know what to expect to say the least; but I knew for sure it was going to be the beginning of the rest of my life; a life changing experience which would serve as eye opener on so many levels. If I could describe what my experience with ISEED has been, I would say that it has been a LIFE TRANSFORMING EXPERIENCE . I grew a lot in so many areas which need growth but the most beautiful thing that happened to me throughout this year is SPIRITUAL GROWTH.  ISEED helped re-shape my inclinations and values. So many people invested in my life that I feel indebted to them and the only I could ever show them my gratitude is to invest in as well as bless others as much as I have been blessed. This year has denoted a very significant landmark in my lifespan, I could not trade this experience with anything else in the whole wide world. I soaked in a lot of knowledge which I truly believe will continue to help me grow in my faith and character.
Now that I find myself at the end of this internship program, so many people keep on asking the most familiar question to any student graduating from an internship program or college : “so, what is next for you?”  Well, I had my education goals and career plans set in stone until about 2 weeks ago when I felt like my dreams were shattered. So, if anyone would ask me that question now, my response would undoubtedly be “I have no idea what’s next”.  Today as I was pondering on my various options, I came to a conclusion that Yes I do have an idea what’s next. I know God has set plans for me and nothing in this world will change it. I know , with the Lord’s help ,I am now carving my way toward a strong and bright future ordained but our Heavenly Father. I know that God is calling me to make a difference in the lives of others wherever I go, He is calling me to put my FAITH in him and TRUST that He will make a way where there seems to be no way. Sometimes, it is hard to let go of what I have lost and embrace what is put before me. I am learning to trust that when God closes one door, He opens another one ( or a window haha).
The other day, I was talking to a friend of mine and He shared the following poem with me; I hope it uplifts you as much as it did for me J
As you travel through life there are always those times 
When decisions just have to be made, 
When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce, 
And the rain seems to soak your parade. 

There are some situations where all you can do 
Is simply let go and move on, 
Gather your courage and choose a direction 
That carries you toward a new dawn. 

So pack up your troubles and take a step forward – 
The process of change can be tough, 
But think about all the excitement ahead 

There might be adventures you never imagined 
Just waiting around the next bend, 
And wishes and dreams just about to come true 
In ways you can’t yet comprehend! 

Perhaps you’ll find friendships 
that spring from new things 
As you challenge your status quo, 
And learn there are so many options in life, 

Perhaps you’ll go places you never expected 
And see things that you’ve never seen, 
Or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds 
And wonderful spots in between! 

Perhaps you’ll find warmth and affection and caring 
And somebody special who’s there 
To help you stay cantered and listen with interest 
To stories and feelings you share. 

Perhaps you’ll find comfort in knowing your friends 
Are supportive of all that you do, 
And believe that whatever decisions you make, 
They’ll be the right choices for you. 

So keep putting one foot in front of the other, 
And taking your life day by day… 
There’s a brighter tomorrow that’s just down the road – 
Don’t look back! You’re not going that way!
When life is getting you down,
Take time to pray
Don’t allow yourself to frown
God will help you see the blessings of the day.