Sometimes, I would feel like, I am doing things repetitively. It’s not excited. Sometimes, I would feel upset. It just looks like the things I am doing right now doesn’t show any good fruits. I ask God:”Is that all? “I don’t wanna live a life like this. It’s boring. It is not what I want.
Then, I open my journal, trying to record the boring life. Then, I cried out.
Looking back at all the things God has done in my life, I couldn’t be more thankful. God calls us to be faithful day by day. And we are planning seeds every day. It is like putting leaven in the flour dough. Maybe it doesn’t look very excited. Maybe there would be times experience no fruit showing, I am not in charge, God is in charge. Where we are is where God put us. Our place in the kingdom is to be faithful. As we do that, the day would come. This is what God does through our faithfulness.